TarkaDahl

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2008-07-17T21:33:22+02:00

ive not had time to update my blog this week ive been working a lot and sleeping the rest of the time.

Friday

2008-07-11T01:25:54+02:00

sorry i lied i never ate last night i just did not fancy anything. i started on the higher dose of my tablets last night, and i slept right through to 3 pm this afternoon. then i got up and went to work. i ate some food tonight and then i had stomach ache but it went after a bit. ive been feeling like cring but i cant.

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Thursday

2008-07-10T23:15:02+02:00

ive not eaten today untill 11pm i just did not fancy anything. i had to go out with friends one of the children touched my leg 7 times with his foot. i nearly ran out of the room but i contained myself. now i just want to hurt myself to distract me from the fact that i touched a child.

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Wednesday

2008-07-09T18:04:35+02:00

today ive not been verywell in the head. ive been selfharming for the last 3 days punching myself and other things and using thing to hit myself. ive also been starving myself since sunday night. i just cant be bothered eating and doing this blog is the only motivating thing ive done today. ive also been to the phycologists. ive eating my tea today not out of choice but my famil invited friends over for a meal and i couldn't get out of it. now im hungry so im going to have a pizza as well.

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About This blog

2008-07-09T17:57:09+02:00

This blog is for me to post my mental status for today. im only doing this because my phycologists wants me to keep a record of my thoughts and actions for each day.

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